Am i bi polar?! whats wrong with me?!?

Every one can experience times where they feel "down", but in your case I would say there is a chance you could be depressed/possibly bipolar. I've lived with the disease my entire life (not myself, rather my sister and my father), and I know how it can be devastating and even crippling. I would recommend you see a professional. There is no shame in getting help, especially when it can dramatically alter your life for the better. If you do turn out to be bipolar, you can rest assured that there are numerous and very effective treatments for the disease, and you can live a completely normal life with it. Hope this helps, and I hope you feel better :)